What if I made a terrible decision? I have slowly started telling people at work that I'm leaving soon. But there are some that I can't bring myself to tell. How do I explain that no, I don't have a plan or a job lined up, yeah, I'm just sort of going there? It sounds so silly. It sounds like impetuous youth. It sounds like I hopped on the emotions train (that one of my mom's original sayings) and I'm about to ride it all the way across the country.

But seriously. What if I'm steering myself in a direction that I really shouldn't be going? Ah, the unanswerable what-ifs. Always on my mind.